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This is FIGURATIVE by the way so zero freaking out

Sat Aug 15, 2009, 9:58 PM
Today I stabbed my heart to watch myself bleed.

I saw how sad the world was, how sad love really is. So many people put their faith in it, hold stock in things such as “forever”. Most ask for their happily ever afters, some receive but the rest still search. Well, my happily ever after had “happ” in the middle with “what” and “ened” on either side. But the truth is? Love is never happy, it is never ever after. Love is agonizing, love makes us cry more than actual pain, more than joy, more than sorrow. Love is irrational, it is changeable, but more importantly it is irrevocable.

I met a dying man once. He told me that once you give love away it can never be returned. Now I know what he meant. It takes a piece of you, steals it from your flesh, your soul, your sanity, until you finally take a knife to your heart.

That’s what happened to me today.

  • Listening to: The air conditioner
  • Reading: this
  • Watching: my eyes blink
  • Playing: mmm "love game" maybe?
  • Eating: :P Who needs food anyway?
  • Drinking: Wish I was drinking

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  • Current Residence: California
  • Interests: Writing, sculpting, painting, drawing.
  • Favourite movie: I like too many
  • Favourite band or musician: Linkin Park, Three Days Grace, Earshot, and many others
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock
  • Favourite style of art: Charcole and pencil
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod
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:icondeviantrainsfall:
Thank you I think I will submit some things when I find the time to do some art again. Wolves rule!

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:iconthewolfpack:
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:iconvampire-at-heart:
Nope. ._.

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I'm not random. Who doesn't carry around cheese cake?

I'll give you a five second head start, but is won't do you any good tied to that tree.
:icondeviantrainsfall:
Yeah same here. Know what you wanna do though?

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:iconvampire-at-heart:
Sierra for two years. After, I have no clue.

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I'm not random. Who doesn't carry around cheese cake?

I'll give you a five second head start, but is won't do you any good tied to that tree.
:icondeviantrainsfall:
lol it scares me too and I have two years left before then. Do you know where you're going?

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:iconvampire-at-heart:
I know. I can't believe it's my last year of high school. DX Colledge scares me.

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I'm not random. Who doesn't carry around cheese cake?

I'll give you a five second head start, but is won't do you any good tied to that tree.
:icondeviantrainsfall:
Lol yeah I did, its really cool. and in FREAKING watercolor! *whistle* God, I cant believe summer's over already

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:iconvampire-at-heart:
Fine. I have a headache from staying up way too late.

Did I ever show you the completed picture I was carrying around in our last week of school? If you haven't [link]

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I'm not random. Who doesn't carry around cheese cake?

I'll give you a five second head start, but is won't do you any good tied to that tree.
:icondeviantrainsfall:
Hola! Howya been??

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:iconvampire-at-heart:
Meep. Guess who?

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I'm not random. Who doesn't carry around cheese cake?

I'll give you a five second head start, but is won't do you any good tied to that tree.
:icondeviantrainsfall:
Np its great, thanks for the watch! ^^

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:iconmonstersundermybed:
thanks for favoriting my song!
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:iconshinigamihoshi16:
I know what you mean. I didn't exactly "love" him- I might have but mostly like a best friend and a brother. So, he's gone- well, my friend isn't gone he's still here. But I hardly see him. This School year's gonna be tough if I don't talk to him soon. I'm sorry about your friend though. I guess it is tough to not know where he is. I think you'll be okay and who knows, your friend could come back at a random time. And for me it's kinda hard to let go. I mean I hated him (or so I thought.) for 2 nearly 3 years. That's the time period I've felt like that...

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:iconshinigamihoshi16:
Thanks for the Fav!

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Cloud in a Dress.
Perverted things Axel is doing to Roxas.
Reno being stupid.
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:icondeviantrainsfall:
lol yep!

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:iconcatadescour:
hehehe, well, thanks for adding me anyway. Mejor tarde que nunca :)

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:icondeviantrainsfall:
lol I just realized that I wasnt watching you and I felt pretty dumb

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:iconcatadescour:
Thanks for the watch!

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:iconcristi-f:
Thank you!

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